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The Job and a Spilled Glass of Water

B has been at his job now for a few weeks.

There's nothing quite like getting a paycheck after you've gone more than a year without one. We've always taken for granted that we were from educated families, we went to a good university, got our degrees, found good jobs... continued on for a JD... that's when reality hit.

There's this peace we have about our lives now, one I can't explain. You don't quite know how peaceful your life is until it's not.

We always felt an overall peace - like we know God loves us and will take care of us as long as we're doing what's right. But, knowing we can take care of ourselves is just so relaxing.

Bryce will be taking the CA Bar this February... so, let me clarify our level of relaxing - I know the FULL peace will come once he is working as a licensed attorney. For now, we are at peace knowing he is building his resume, the boss refers to B as his associate and assigns him cases as if he is an attorney. Knowing he is "almost" licensed in CO makes him trust him more.

Thus, B works all day, then studies all night and on Saturday's. I'm looking forward to the peace that will come when he just has a job, and comes home and is home to stay. I can't wait to have Saturday's to play as a family after a good week of work. But, I'm still at peace.

I still work from 9-1 everyday - generally - but, not sure how long the job will last as it is a nonprofit and you never really know...

Back to B's job. He loves it. It's an office with one attorney (other than B), an office manager, and a secretary. The Office Manager and Secretary are both chatty girls. I went to lunch with the staff and it was fun to meet them. They are definitely distracting at work for Bryce, but he's learning to work while they talk to him all day. haha.

At lunch, I met Bryce's boss and wife for the first time. The nice table cloth on the table had this spot on it that really looked like a smashed bug... like really. It was grossing me out, and I overreacted. I lifted up the table cloth to see if it was in fact a bug... wait for it... still lifting... slowly looking... crash.

That's right, my glass of water tipped over and poured across the round table, drenching the table cloth and splashing onto my husbands boss. My hands literally both flew to my mouth as I stared with a big "o", speechless. Go ahead and laugh.

I immediately asked him to not fire my husband because I spilled water all over him. He laughed. Bryce was embarrassed for me, don't you love when someone is embarrassed for you? The girls loved it, they decided they officially liked me after that.

The boss reminds me of my stepdad, a lot, with his elaborate stories that are fascinating the first time you hear them. haha. I wonder how many times his wife had heard the story he told about missing his flight to the cruise. Entertaining for us though.

I couldn't really read him... until late in the lunch he asked if B will be taking the CA Bar. We said absolutely. Boss was trying to figure out how permanent B will be. He told us he usually wakes up at 5am every morning, but he's been so stressed with his last paralegal that he'd wake up at 2-3am. Now, since B started there, he's been sleeping in until 6 a few mornings. So, he's thrilled and loves having B work for him.

He told us that when B passes the bar, and if things keep going the way they are (which there's no reason they shouldn't) then he'd like to have B hired on as an Attorney for him. Who doesn't love B? They said the office has been so positive and they just love having him there. Seriously, this boss loves him and is quite concerned he'll leave to go to CO.

While my number one choice is still CO, and I would really like to move to CO... I feel more at home here than I have yet since we have a job and are not just floating in limbo. We may end up settling here for the long haul... but I still hope it's just the short haul. I'm not ready to stay here my whole life, but I could give a solid 5-10 years here... I think I would cry if I had to settle this far from my parents and siblings. It's just so difficult to get to Bako from anywhere since we only have a small airport that is pricey to fly into.

Not just the distance to my parents - but CA is really going downhill. The government is messed up. The school systems are quite poor, kids are behind, a lot of people over here homeschool or take their kids to a nicer school farther away. I'm not ready to homeschool, so hopefully we can find a good school district around here for the kids... that is, if we stay... he still needs to pass that nasty CA Bar.

The First Job

Yep, you read that title right.

We are officially ready to become adults. Like, real, job, working adults.

Bryce has been slaving away trying to find a job. He finally got his certified driving record to the CO Bar, so now he can get licensed, he just has to find his way out there again! But... the job is not in Colorado. Tear.

Our ward is awesome. They are just so aware of us and care so much about helping us find a job. One lady in the ward, with whom I'm not sure I have ever spoken... maybe a hello... has a son-in-law who is an attorney. Luckily, this attorney fired his paralegal this past Friday (3 days ago) and is absolutely swamped. Double luckily, she chimed in for us and gave a solid plug for my hubs knowing that he has not passed the bar in CA, but has passed in CO.

This attorney was thrilled to find someone in our situation because he doesn't want to pay an attorney rate, but isn't quite sure about pursuing another paralegal versus a full-time attorney. As he was torn... cue music... he heard about a young (becoming old) man who was seeking attorney experience.

Bryce went to see him today. He hired him on the spot. Bryce starts tomorrow.

He said if things go well, and B takes/passes the CA Bar this time around (no, this was not in the plans, but now is in the plans) then he would probably hire him on as an attorney if they have enough work for it and if he likes him (which, duh, who doesn't like B?).

There you have it. Building the resume resumes. :)

B starts tomorrow (we hope it's full time, but are not sure yet, it was kind of a whirlwind).

He is so excited. I am so excited.

Who knows how long we'll be in CA. But, for now, we are grateful we don't have to deal with moving somewhere temporary as he gains experience.

Yes, he will probably take the CA Bar again. Ugh. We just sold all our books and flashcards!! Guess we can afford to buy some more now that he has a job! :) Great timing. Right before Christmas. Life is good my friends.

I'm still dreaming of a white Christmas for next year.

Jazmin's Journey

My nanny is absolutely fabulous. She just adores the kids and I may have spied on her once and all I heard was "How many times am I gonna kiss you today? Mwah, mwah, mwah!" Accompanied by my babies giggles. I've heard her discipline Dylan in totally appropriate ways and get them all down for their naps happily.

Jazmin is about 53 yrs old, half-Italian, she is American, yet she has that loving foreigner personality where she wants to take care of you. She is chatty!! Like chatty times 100. :) She loves to talk, loves to give advice, and here's where it gets good... she is doing everything she can to find God's true church.

After she had only worked here for 2 days, she asked me what church I go to. I told her. After a pause, she rushed all sorts of thoughts she'd been having since her interview 4 days before that point.

She basically said - (I'm not using quotes because it's not an exact quote) - I admire your family so much. I just love how you treat your children and how you discipline them. I want to be like your family. I just love families.

I showed her The Family - A Proclamation to the World from The First Presidency. She took it home and loved it.

The next day, she asked about what we believe and asked about the "rules" of the church so she could decide if it was the church for her. I bore testimony of God, Jesus Christ, and the church being restored through a living prophet. I was grateful I served a mission bc it flowed so naturally and I know that was both the spirit and bc of my preparation and experience of sharing the gospel.

She just loved it. She couldn't believe she didn't know these things. She told me how thirsty she was to know the truths and she had tried 7th Day Adventist and Jehovah Witnesses and was raised Catholic. She just knew those were not the churches for her. She prays constantly and I just know with 100% certainty that God brought us together so that she could find the church.

When she asked others about visiting the Mormon church, they said you had to be invited. When I said I was Mormon, she got so excited because it was the one church she felt she hadn't explored and had always admired the way missionaries treat each other.

I immediately called the missionaries, they came over the next day. Two weeks later, she made it to church this Sunday with me. Everything was so new to her, she was just soaking it all in. The investigator lesson was fabulous about priesthood authority. At the end (she got a lot of attention as she was the only non-member or missionary - there were 6 Elders in there) Jazmin saw a portrait at the back of the room of Jesus Christ laying his hands on an apostle with the other apostles gathered around. She said, "Do you see that? I read and prayed about the Book of Mormon for hours. I feel God hit me over the head with a hammer that it was true. I was praying for a sign, and God knew I would need no less than a hammer. He hit me over the head with a hammer. That night, I had a dream. These 2 Elders, these 2 right here (the ones teaching her) had their hands on my head just like in that photo! I knew it was true."

The spirit was so strong. I feel so blessed to have been able to be a part of this experience. To know that she had literally never heard of "laying on of hands" or anything about blessings or priesthood authority before this point and then to have had a dream where the Elders had their hands laid on her head... it's just a miracle.

God loves us. I still sit here awed at the fact that God chose me to be the one to introduce her to the church and to be able to go on this journey with her.

When I started looking for a nanny, a last resort was to post on Craigslist, unsure what crazies might come along. Somehow, of the 20 people who replied to my ad, Jazmin was the only one who fit perfectly. Seriously, a couple other interviews were set up and they just fell through for random reasons. Plus, Jazmin confessed that she had another job offer for more than double what I'm paying her for only 1 kid, and she chose to work here. She said she just knew she wanted to work for me, her boyfriend still thinks she's crazy for it.

I know without a doubt that God directed her here. He directed me in my hiring. He allowed me to trust a complete stranger with my children (yes, I did do a background check). She has already bought them all Christmas gifts! Are you kidding me?? She's so amazing. I just love her. To top it off, she does the dishes, cleans the floors, and does the kids laundry.

She is currently working towards a baptismal date of January 11th. She has a lot of things to learn and do (like get married or become single, etc.), but she is golden and I know God will help her get there.

I feel like everything Bryce and I have gone through has led us to this point. If Bryce didn't leave me for a month, I never would have hired a nanny. God is directing His work. I'm so grateful He chose to use me. I literally did nothing, I hoped I could talk to this new nanny about the church at some point, but that's the extent of what I did. She and God did the rest and I'm just watching it go by in front of me.

The 411

I need to find some pictures to add on here, the blog is getting a little boring with all this text.

Right now, I am working what seems like a lot of hours for Women for Decency. We are in the midst of a major rebranding which has been really fun to be on board for. We are refining our mission statement and goals while renaming our organization to be focused more on the kids rather than the women who are helping the kids learn how to reject porn.

I'm really enjoying my job. Some days it takes a lot more proactiveness than I want, but overall, I really love the freedom I'm given to share opinions, make a difference, and help with marketing and other businessy type decisions or projects. There is always something to do, something to improve.

The girls are really struggling with naps. I can't complain bc all kids usually sleep a solid 11-12 hours at night. The girls seem to nap for about 1 hour and then are cranky in the late evening bc they are so tired. They used to take two 1.5 hr naps, so not sure why it's down to one super short one. Thus, days are not so productive once my sweet Jazmin nanny leaves.

I love hanging out with my sweet babies when they get up from their naps. After the initial fussiness they are just super giggly and hilarious. They wake up about 2pm.

Dylan takes a super long nap and wakes up between 3-4pm (goes down at 1pm). Evenings are rough because these girls are ravenous! I swear I can never get enough food in them... and no, it's not always healthy food - they are starting to reject solid veggies, which is a pain because they loved baby food veggies.

The girls love to go to bed at night and practically throw themselves in bed immediately after I walk in their room. They each have a lovey and a stuffed animal that they must have to sleep. So adorbs.

Dylan is a bigger project to get to bed, but still adorbs. It takes bribes and threats to get him to go potty, put on pj's, go to bed. He generally likes his teeth brushed, reading books, and singing songs and will lay down nicely once all is finally completed. It's a long process sometimes. Tonight he was devastated to go to bed because we were playing tag and he just did not want to stop. I should have played for another 10 minutes to get a real good workout in. :)

The girls favorite game is Ring Around the Rosie. Sylvie is easy and likes to play it with me, but Axie tearfully requests with her outstretched hand that Dylan always join in... and he's apparently sick of playing it with us. Sad. It was so fun to have them all do it together, but now he feels it's a chore since he has to do it to keep Axie happy.

We spend tons of time in the backyard. Sadly it gets dark at 5pm, so evenings are rough! But, we are always out there at least from 4-5, or earlier depending on naps and post-nap snack. They spend mornings out there too. Such cuties. Love me sweet kids.

In Colorado

Bryce is currently staying in my sisters basement in Colorado looking for a job. He's been gone since Sunday, November 3 (10 days and counting)... and will get back November 27, the day before Thanksgiving.

I am here alone... with 3 kids.

My sanity comes from...

9am-1pm: My wonderful nanny, Jazmin! I work upstairs in my room on the computer while she's here. she just adores the kids. So awesome.

1-2pm: Naps. The girls wake up about 2 if I'm lucky, sometimes earlier (which means they barely slept since they go down at 12:30!), I eat lunch and finish any work.

Evenings: Alternate between my wonderful in-laws who bring me dinner or come visit and play with kids or paint Dylans used headboard we got months ago AND our best friends here Katie and Ben and kids who make us dinner or come here for dinner or play. If I have nothing planned, I load up the car or stroller and figure out something to do because sitting at home just makes for fussy, bored kids.

Nights: Bryce's brother comes and sleeps here at nights because I'm the most paranoid person ever and didn't sleep the first week Bryce was gone from all the noises.

Let's hope something works out while he's there! Or he will have to go spend all of December looking for a job as well. Ugh.

Bar = P.A.S.S.E.D.

For reals yo. This is for reals!

A quick recap here... B graduated from UW in May 2012 when I was half way through my pregnancy with twins. I was on bedrest. A week later, I was put on extreme bedrest... do not stand up except to go to the bathroom. We moved in with my mom for help. So Bryce could study for the bar.

B flies to LA in July 2012 to take the CA Bar. I go into labor the day after the bar. False labor. Birth twins a week later, Aug 7. He goes to WY alone to pack up apartment to move us to CA. With 4 week old newborn twins we move to CA, where we only have his parents. We were dumb enough to move 30 minutes away from them, so help is limited. I have to put together a home with newborn twins and a 2 yr old. I got depressed. I got over it. We survived. We were sure he passed. Nov 2012 He didn't. Devastation.

Get over it. Get stoked to tackle it this time. He studies like crazy. I give all my time to watching kids 24/7 so he can focus on studying. I'm worn out. He's worn out. Feb 2013 takes the CA Bar again. Waiting for results is never-ending. Apply to random jobs. Not sure what to do. May 2013 He didn't pass by 1 point. Two graders, one graded high and one graded low, average was just barely not passing. They don't care if you get a tough grader. Only 44% of bar-takers passed CA Bar. He was in top 45%. Anger. Frustration.

After a year in CA, decide it's just not for our family. Ready for CO. I miss CO. I miss my family, they can't get to Bako too easily. Granted, we will miss his family a lot when we do move too. Wish we all could live in the same place.

Select CO Bar. Study. Fly to CO to take Bar July 2013. Wait for results. Look for random jobs and finally feel like looking for law jobs. Great interview in GJT, just barely missed that too. Fast forward to Thursday, October 10, 2013...

The day before, actually, was my bday, we got home late from our date. The night was rough with baby cries. So, in the morning, I actually went upstairs to take a short nap. Before I laid down I decided to check and see what time that afternoon (as they had said results would be posted that afternoon) results would be posted. As I look, I see a list posted of those who passed. I couldn't believe it.

I opened it to see if it was indeed an actual pass list. I quickly scrolled down and saw his name. HIS NAME was on the pass list! I zoomed in (I was on my iphone) and had to look about 3 times, then I ran out and screamed, "Bryce! You passed!" Silence. Where is Bryce? Is he in the back room? I start running down the stairs... he didn't hear me. Then I see him sitting on the couch, stunned to silence. Immediately he clarified with me that I wasn't saying he passed some other unimportant test... I was in fact, talking about the bar.

He jumped up and danced around, turned on some most important celebration music, and danced around while I sat crumpled up on the floor crying.

He passed with flying colors. You need a 276 to pass CO, a 273 to pass AZ, and a 270 to pass UT... he got a 295! So proud of my hubby and so unbelievably excited to move on to the next step of our lives...

What's that you ask? Looking for work. Yes, we've been doing that for a year, but now he can actually look for legitimate law work. He'll get sworn in next month and officially be an Esquire!

We've finally reached the top of this hideous bar mountain, and now have to face the next even bigger mountain of getting a job!

We are looking for work in CO, UT, and AZ, this bar is Uniform meaning we can pay a fee to transfer his score to a few other states - these are the ones with family where we want to live.

He passed.

I may end up on my own with kids while he heads off to CO to pound the pavement looking for a job. Something has got to turn up! Prayers are accepted. :)

The Big 3-0!

Yes, 3-0 stands for 30. I am officially 30 years old!

It's so weird to vividly remember what it was like at age 16 thinking 20 was super old and at age 20 I thought 28 was older than old... I have now passed those ages and entered my 30s!

I am so excited for my 30s. Granted, when I imagined my 30s I always thought my life would be much more figured out than it currently is... I am still excited.

I have the most beautiful family. Not a day goes by that I don't sit in awe for at least a few seconds at just how much I love my children (and my husband). By the time I am saying good-bye to my thirties I will have a 13 year old boy with twin 11 year old girls... plus one more little munchkin. Not an announcement. I just know I want another baby... unless that baby splits into 2 like our last one... we may 1/700,000 chance (something like that) have twins again.

My birthday fell on a Wednesday. Sadly, I had to celebrate the day working. Bryce took the kids over to his parents house so I could hammer out some work. It was really nice to be able to relax, focus on work, and enjoy a relaxing lunch in front of the tv (which I actually try to do while babies sleep, I need my food/tv time). Around 4:30 (they left about 10am), I really started to get bored. I didn't want to work anymore. I wanted to see my babies and have some birthday time with them before our date.

Finally, around 5:30 Bryce brought my babies back home. His mom and brother watched the kids while we went out to dinner at Red Pepper (mexican food, it was ok) and saw the movie Gravity. It was an interesting movie, most people loved it. I liked it... but watching one person in space for an hour isn't my ideal movie. I did love the time with Bryce. Dinner was quite pleasant, we tried to steer clear of talking about the bar, as we have for the past couple months. We just pretend like it doesn't exist and go about our lives.

From Bryce I got three new lularoe maxi skirts. They do these maxi-skirt parties and you just go try on a bunch of them and buy the ones you want. Bryce loved that he didn't have to shop for me and I loved playing with girlfriends and picking out some new comfy skirts! I love mine, by the way.

The kids colored a beautiful card for me that I will treasure forever. I love watching how Dylan is starting to focus on coloring in certain items on the page (his hand on this one) rather than general scribbles.

My family all gave me money to go shopping... can't complain. I love my family (this includes Bryce's family, which is now my family).

I actually got Bryce the coolest gift on my birthday. I write this for memory sake, not to brag that I am the most selfless wife out there... but... maybe I am... ;)

I asked for money from family for my bday rather than gifts so that I could buy Bryce a new iPhone 5. He has been dealing with a jailbroken iPhone 3 that is super slow and has limited apps. It takes 10 seconds to even get in to make a call... that is SLOW. He has been so patient since we just don't have money to spend. We're on a StraightTalk phone plan through Walmart so that monthly the phones are under $45 for unlimited everything, but then you have to buy your phone... this turned out to be cheaper than any other phone plan we could find including the free/cheaper phones.

Point being... we got him an iPhone 5 for my birthday because that's honestly all I wanted. I just wanted to get him what he deserved and what I knew would make him super happy. Now... if I could just get him to put the phone down and hang with me. JK... well... kind of...

Happy 30th Birthday to me... soon Bryce will follow me into his thirties... two months younger than me.

Couch Smash

Could my little Axie be any cuter? These girls LOVE to crawl in between and behind the armchair. So hilarious and adorable.
 

 

Maybe Next Time

He didn't get the job.

How is this our life? We are always 1 point short or somehow on the wrong side of the coin toss.

The attorney who interviewed Bryce for the job called him today and said this is the hardest decision he's had to make. They knew on Friday that they were torn between Bryce and another guy. They couldn't decide. Today, they finally decided on the other guy. In essence, it was a coin toss... they just had to choose one and we lost.

I cried. Bryce actually handled it really well and is ready to contact more firms and get more interviews.

This hit me harder than not passing the bar. I don't know why. I think it's because we were so sure he had it. The guy LOVED him.

He's apparently recommending Bryce to other attorney's in town and is sending their info to us so we can send our resume over. I just don't get why we are always just barely short of success.

I know, my life is great. I'm blessed. I know. But, I don't feel like I should always have to balance my comments, I know how I feel. I love my family. Of all the trials I can think of... this isn't so bad... but, it doesn't make it pleasant.

One day, we'll be fine. But, until then, I'm just worn out. I'm sick of barely having money. I'm sick of having to depend on all sorts of welfare from people. I just want us to take care of ourselves. I want to buy a house. I want to settle down somewhere. I want to know that we're permanently where we reside for a few years. I'm sick of not knowing where I'll be in a month. I don't want to depend on volunteer babysitters.

We're not really lacking in things. I don't know how I don't feel poor. I just don't buy anything. Gosh, if I had money, I would probably be wasting it on all sorts of cute clothes. I'd like a gym membership too... and some babysitting. Maybe some nice dinners. I'd love to decorate my home. I see all these gorgeous decorations and pieces of furniture... I can't afford any of it. We can't even afford a nice rug for our hard floor in our living room.

I'm so sick of being practical and careful with our money. If we were still in school, it wouldn't be a big deal. But, we're out of school. Life should be moving on. It hasn't yet.

I don't need words of encouragement. I more just need people to say, gosh, that sucks. :)

We are fine. We'll be fine. He was the top 2 out of 44 applicants... so, we feel that means something has to come soon. He's gotta be on the right side of a coin toss at some point!

Maybe he'll even get a job in Denver, where we would love to live even more than Grand Junction. I sure had my heart set there though. We were just so sure. I hate that I keep getting my hopes up. I hate that my hopes are always wrong. I just hope my hopes are not wrong in hoping he passed the CO Bar. Just one piece of good news this year (obviously, I mean regarding jobs... we have plenty of other good news). Yep. That would be nice.

Only one more month to wait. No money to do anything in the meantime to take our minds off it. Yay. Maybe I should just stop watching every penny. I just want to do whatever I want. Yes, I am more than aware that even in my "dire" situation I'm still better off than probably 85% of the world.

The most annoying part is that we wanted this job so bad and it only paid the same that each of us made with our jobs before quitting them and sending him to law school! Ugh.

Untitled

We are still waiting to find out the CO Bar results. That's a whole month away. It feels like all we do is take bars and wait for results. I sure hope this time it's a positive result.

Bryce is in Grand Junction right now interviewing for a position there.

I hate being home alone. I don't mind the day so much. I just get seriously terrified at night. It doesn't help that there is a serial rapist around our part of town that everyone keeps updating me on. Ugh.

Last night my friend Katie brought her kids over to play and eat dinner... that was a good break. Tonight, Bryce's mom and brother came over to entertain and help take care of kids. So, I guess I'm surviving just fine.

Hopefully we get a job. I don't think about much else. I really doubly hope for a job that will allow me to not work so much. I'm kind of sick of working from home. It would be much easier to leave the house and go to a job.

Happy Anniversary

Happy five year anniversary to my love. We have had such a crazy five years. We never would have guessed where we would be right now… And I imagine in five years we will be just as surprised with where we have ended up. 

It is so fun to go on this adventure of life with someone so fun, caring, loving, hard-working, smart, and so full of adventure.

I love him. The kids love him. He loves us more than anything. Could I ask for anything more?

For our anniversary we went down to the Long Beach convention center to see Jerry Seinfeld perform.

It was such a neat and unique experience. We have been watching him for years, from way before we even met. We find him to be absolutely hilarious. It is so refreshing to hear a comedian who can keep it clean, while providing pure entertainment.

Bryce was dying laughing the entire time, clapping his hands, slapping his knee, and giving full bellylaughs. I was about to pass out laughing with the marriage jokes he made. My favorite was how he said every morning he comes down and get behind his game show podium gets out his buzzer to prepare for the questions his wife is going to ask him. I won't tell the whole joke, but it's hilarious when it's set in context.

It was seriously cool to see Jerry Seinfeld in person.

We walked around outside afterwards, it was so pretty. We topped off the night with cold stone. Oh, and we began the night with delicious Black Angus.

Even though this was my view if I relaxed sitting back in my chair. These were the only seats available when we bought our last-minute  tickets.

A Day in My Life

I like to periodically record a typical day in my life, just for me to look back on. I love reading old posts about events or simple day-to-day happenings that I would have completely forgotten about if I had not recorded it.

These photos are actually from one month ago, but it's still the exact same routine and the girls look the same. So, it still works.

7:30AM

Wake up.

D usually wakes up about now, sometimes earlier, rarely later. He either lays in bed screaming for me to come get him, or runs upstairs to our room to sneak in and ask me for milk and a cartoon.

S + A wake up around 7:15, but being the selfless mother that I am, I let them talk to each other and play in their cribs for 15 minutes so I don't have to get out of bed yet. 

When I get the girls, they are thrilled to see me. A gets the left crib. S gets the right crib.

It's always so sad... both are thrilled to see me, but I can only take one out at a time, which results in the baby 2 crying (I alternate who's first), then I leave baby 1 in the living room to come back for baby 2, which results in baby 1 crying. It's a tough life being a twin.

 Dylan gets a milk and a cartoon as he lounges on the couch.
Then, we gather in the kitchen for breakfast. Dylan eats oatmeal or cheerios. The girls eat baby food - one veggie and one fruit with oatmeal mixed in.

 8:00
Girls get 6 oz of Gentlease Formula.

Playtime with the family. Daddy plays with the kiddies before heading off to look for work.

Oh, wait, I ask B to stick around to help with quick baths. The girls LOVE to get in the bath, but they only last about as long as it takes to get them clean. Then, they both stand at the side trying to climb out (A may have fallen headfirst into the toilet once). It's stressful!

Daddy really leaves this time. More time to play. We crawl around the house. Our favorite room is D's room because there is a bed to climb on.

9:45 Nap time for the twins. Play time for Dylan. Random tasks for Mommy.

Dylan likes to pull out a new toy and plays with it during nap time. He loves his cars and garage today.

D and I go up to the loft to play with his rocketship. I love our play time, so does he. Then, I have to go downstairs to get some work done on the computer. I work for a nonprofit that tries to help and prevent pornography addiction. Sometimes I exercise in this time, I shower, I blog, I facebook (who knows why?), I browse articles, I clean... but, mostly, I work or play with Dylan.

11:30 Girls wake up from their nap. A on left, S on right. They are happy to see me...

The girls play while I get lunch ready.

11:45 Lunch time. D gets PB&Honey sandwich with a fruit. The girls get bread, turkey, cheese, and a fruit. They mostly feed themselves, but prefer if I sit there and put it in their mouths. haha. D gets a Preschool Prep cartoon as I'm busy taking care of babies and can't pay much attention to him. Poor kid. (He's showing me the "I love you" sign)

Lunch is followed by more playtime. A is a cheeseball.

 S loves books.

 S and A fight over the door being open or closed.

 A won. S gave up.

 Wait, now we want the door open.

 1:30 Start putting D down for a nap. Girls play all over his bed as I read him a story, cuddle and sing him songs, give him water in his sippy cup, and tuck him in bed.

1:45 If I'm lucky, D's done by now and I put the girls down in their cribs. They don't let me rock them anymore, they just reach for their cribs, so I lay them down and pat their backs and sing to them.

2:00 My lunch. I usually starving by now. I eat a sandwich, veggie chips, and grapes almost every day. No, I do not get sick of it. I rotate the kind of bread I use, new kind every week, so it keeps it fresh for me. :) Then, I sit down and hope to get a good chunk of work done. I have meetings scheduled in this period a lot of the time, so it's hard when babies decide to not sleep and I just have to let them cry while I take care of my meetings. I wouldn't mind not working.

3:00-4:00 Anytime in here the girls wake up. They like to sneak to D's room. His is the door at the top of the pic. They have gone in there while he's napping before without me noticing (bc I took the other one out to the living room first). Luckily, it didn't wake him up.

4:00 We wake D up if he's not already up. Notice his musthaves - monkey blanket, sea horse that plays music, bunny... and he also likes his doggy and a sippy of water.

4:10 D enjoys his milk and cartoon. Girls get a bottle. Then we play out back or in D's room or upstairs... wherever.

5:20 Dad comes home! Kids love to climb all over him as soon as he comes home. So cute. This is in D's room. These are sheets that Daddy had in college... maybe before too. lol.

I go to the kitchen and start dinner and clean up a bit. We go through 8 bottles every day.

 5:30 Babies get their dinner of a veggie and a fruit with oats, some of whatever we're eating, and whatever we scrounge for them.

6:00 Dinner. Dinner is finally ready for the rest of us. I have not figured out how to make dinner for our family without B home to watch the kids.

7:00 Bottle time. Babies get a 5 oz. bottle.

Dylan plays with his train on the table so that the babies won't get it.

We all play in the living room together with pj's on. Getting ready for bed. A on left. S on right.

8:00 Bed time. Girls go down relatively easy. D takes more effort. Potty, brush teeth, read 3 books, cuddle and sing songs, water, tuck in, sing more songs, listen to his recap of random events, say good night... takes a lot of coercion to get the first two items done... this is a long process.

8:30 Relax. Depending on the night, we'll watch a show on TV together. Read. Chat. Look for jobs. I'll work. Blog. B generally does the dishes. Pick up toys if we forgot while D was up to help.

10:00 Go to bed. Read. Talk too long.

11:00 Hopefully go to sleep if we didn't talk too much. We have that problem for sure.

Twins Cake Smash

I finally got these photos edited. I should put them on the twins blog... but, then you don't see them. So, here they are. :) These girls could not be any cuter. OK - it would have been a little cuter if they had smiled. :) Even just once...

Sylvie is in light pink. Axie is in dark pink.